Bernard Fokke: Frisian Icon, Navigator

The story of Bernard Fokke reached our ears through the YouTube, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AZQrw3caM3w, and we got interested in proving that the speed involved can only have been given by God, not by the devil, this because the 'curse' involved doesn't seem to be a big deal, yet the cost of a deal with the devil is not minor: becoming a ghost and haunting people for eternity? First of all, we really do not believe ghosts, specially objects or animals associated with those coming back with them or staying here with them in the shape of a perispirit. Second, there is no suffering and pain in that and the evil person may find that even entertaining, since they live to terrorize human kind and that is then just a continuation. We then first thought of chasing the actual history of this man on earth but, as the video says, it is all satanized: the interesting thing that the devil succeeds in doing is not letting us know anything about this man apart from 'his miracle' and the deal with the devil, just like it was with Katryn Khulman, who we later found out had been usurped. That has to be part of the satanic narrative scheme. In this case, we theorized that the navigator was a top Christian, just like the original Khulman. We then tried to reach documents that had his name associated with Christianity but found nothing again. We then thought of trying his surname associated with saints: nothing again. We then thought that perhaps a study involving the place were he was born could return Christians and that one finally worked: Co-pilot then said "(I asked it: were the frisians christians?) Yes, the Frisians eventually converted to Christianity. Christianity spread to the Frisian region during the 8th and 9th centuries under the dominion of the Franks. However, it didn't completely eradicate indigenous traditions, and some pre-Christian beliefs still persisted, especially in rural areas." According to the so little they let us know about the life of this poor man, he existed on earth by the 17th century, so that his people were already Christian and therefore he also was. People don't stop to think: they even created an expression for that sort of miracle, therefore making us understand that God has given speed to a number of people along the years. They used to say frequently, in the past, 'God's speed'. His deal was obviously with God, there is no ghost ship because there are no ghosts of objects and a ship is an object, even if there is a chance there is a ghost on earth but we believe at most on apparitions, those from the Catholic church plus a bit extra, so any disincarnate spirit. We would have to investigate that during Marcia Hope, though, so through science, to get to a conclusion that we can rely on. I myself can assure you that I never had a contact with a creature which had a perispirit, like at most through humans or as an invisible (to our eye) presence. We then had a basic question, which could finally lead to a confirmation of all: who came up with the theory involving this man having a deal with the devil? We obviously expected to find a satanic on that end. What we got from Co-pilot seems to confirm all, though: "(We asked: who came up with the theory that fokke had a deal with the devil?) The theory that Captain Fokke, a legendary Dutch sea captain, made a deal with the devil is part of maritime folklore. The story is often linked to the legend of the Flying Dutchman, a ghost ship doomed to sail the oceans forever. This tale has been passed down through generations and has been popularized in various literary and artistic works. The origins of the theory are not attributed to a single individual but rather to the collective imagination and storytelling traditions of sailors and coastal communities." Imagination that is satanic generated this theory, we then conclude. May God bless with GOD'S SPEED!

Books

As I was going through the available knowledge about Jesus' and his followers, the satanic challenged me somehow, that the book was important. I said, no, the book is not important, so once more, repeated that: 'God is about here and now, not about the past'. Why would you have a God, someone above you, commanding you or interfering with your life and body? The answer is that you want miracles from them, something out of the ordinary that is going to improve your stay on earth. In this case, you need to learn the miracles that are happening right now, not in the past, and God knows that, so that He continuously feeds His followers with miracles of the type having food and clothes, where to live, health, getting a job, heal diseases, getting access to etereal knowledge/wisdom, and so on. At the moment, and throughout my life so far, all 'my followers' have access to my own head and body, to what I think, feel and experience as I am doing those things, and that is obviously a miracle and, as much as we want to say who performed this one was the devil and I never wanted this for my life, God writes straight through tortuous lines, so that everything is actually coming from Him too. God is not good, but human kind needs to believe He is, so that he split Himself into two and, whatever is not so good comes from the devil, this for as long as we need to reach the higher notes, the higher truths, which is by now. As guides, all we can do is provide recipes, as in witchery, since miracles belong to that sort of sphere, are just a bit higher in nature, since they are immersed in the Holy Ghost. Yet our recipes involve lifetime things instead of instantaneous things, such as grabbing a piece of a dirty snake and putting together with a piece of a dirty bat in a pot and cook or burn or whatever. Once you learn, you get addicted to it in the same way and one cannot ever have enough of the bread and wine of life, the bread and wine that the satanic invented Jesus said was his flesh and blood. I always thought that had to be wrong, since that sounds as if those people there were cannibal-like creatures and would literally eat human flesh and drink human blood and Jesus was saying, 'not mines, please, my flesh is THIS bread and my blood is THIS wine instead'. That is obviously ALSO coming from satanism: We have just seen, on the other post, that Baal demands sacrifices of entire human bodies. I will bet he also asks us to eat flesh and drink blood, however, you may also find that in the sumerian gods' thing or even another. The Roman officer then adds those tokens to satanize all that he can and the limits of his twisting would probably be what was known to be the truth by the Roman Empire, who were probably the only ones who could read and write and publish at that time.

Accidentally, we mentioned 'love' trying to make a comparison, but twin was probably not watching, so that I ended up misusing the word. That led to us having to define what 'love' is, since this is one of the words of the devil, which caused a lot of trouble: love, in the case of God, so what Our Lord understands as love, is compliance, as we saw that man saying on the YouTube on one of these blogs. Love, in a coupleship, means spiritual completion. Love for a relative means treating them as if they were a fellow in Christ even when they are not such. Love for human kind means sacrificing yourself in the name of positively and meaningfully contribute to human kind's existence, so that a researcher should always be told to love human kind, unless what they produce misleads, as in satanism. Love for the world is doing your best to preserve it as beautiful and nice as possible. Love for yourself is what shouldn't exist: God should love you, it is between you and Him, so that you don't love yourself, God will love you according to your deeds, behavior, sacrifices in His name, the beauty of your praise (and that has to do with feeling it in your flesh) and so on. The others will love you according to the love of God for you since the Holy Ghost will then embelish you, like you get sparkles in your eyes, a superior or more attractive aura, more beauty in your physical body, more beauty on your hair and so on. Love for your neighbor is respect and care: respect for the rules and laws while interacting with them, respect for their feelings, attention to their wants, respect for their issues, so if they tell you the music is too loud, you go and put it down immediately, since that is bothering them somehow, even if that is because they are in a bad mood, and so on. Care for when they are fainting or screaming or asking for your aid, say for things such as keeping their postal items while they travel or feeding their pet. Love for your church or workplace is helping the official carers in whatever you can, doing what they are not doing to keep the places in order, beautiful and pleasant and so on. Love for your kids is respect and care again, so never hurting their feelings, never violating them, never committing violence of any kind against them, making sure they have enough food and clothes and shoes and studies and support in life up to the age of legal majority and so on.

As another point, the beard and mustache of Jesus and his followers would have also been invented by Joseph, the Roman officer, because of the deity he adored, which should be either Baal or Yahweh but could also be someone else. We are sure that, as soon as we have God's Brainwashing going, we should be able to locate this deity/demon. A forked long beard and perhaps a long black vest will be part of the visual of this creature from hell, whoever they may be. In this case, our Jesus had a super clean face, since that has to be better for everyone who speaks to him and to attract newcomers. The followers of Jesus should be plenty, instead of only 12, so that they may have any looks they like, but perhaps majorly clean shaven if they are males. The oldest people I accompanied going to church would be those portrayed in the movies I watched when little and those usually had clean face, since that is best, so that it is simply logical to infer they were all clean shaven or almost all of them. I couldn't locate any text giving the physical appearance of the Jews back then, yet it is all satanized. There are no pictures, only paintings and drawings, and those are apparently made many years later, like the paintings involving Christ, so perhaps more than one millennia later. In this case, one can invent whatever they like about how they looked and impose that as a rule to the Jews by the time of at most Inquisition, which I think I am sure is what happened here. There seems to be no citation, also in their books (consulted Co-pilot) in what regards having a forked long beard or even having a beard, dressing long vests, which are still black, nothing. The Romans satanized all in those regards is my modest conclusion.

Hell: Fact or Fiction

Matthew 10:28, so the satanists' Bible, says "And fear not them which kill the body, but are not able to kill the soul: but rather fear him which is able to destroy both soul and body in hell." In this case, there seems to be a male figure that is able to finish with both soul and body in hell. We then go: we didn't know that we would have a body in hell. In this case, they must be referring to the perispirit instead, the case the Elohim gives to our neurons and memory. If we lose that, we must also lose the 'privilege' of living forever. https://www.facebook.com/groups/koinegreekstudygroup/posts/1339387456949857/ however brings a discussion on the Greek term that leads to the English word 'him', and that is τὸν. They say the right meaning for it is 'that which is', so that there is actually no gender associated with the assertion and it may actually refer to several devils, so also females, if we think that is the authority with those powers in hell. The word for body in Greek is σῶμα and that may also mean 'heavenly body'(https://www.billmounce.com/greek-dictionary/soma) therefore perispirit, like no other term for it in Greek. I then tried Google Translate and got the word περιπνεύμα for perispirit in Greek, yet, when I tried this word on Google using Greek and English as other terms for the search, I found nothing like that, so that the word doesn't exist in Greek and therefore the only way they could use to express such a thing is that, so heavenly body. As for the word used for 'soul' there, that is ψυχὴν, which may also mean 'life' (https://biblehub.com/greek/psuche_n_5590.htm), so that this is the meaning they intended: fear that who can destroy both perispirit and life in hell, therefore your neurons and memory plus perispirit, which means can reduce you to non-existence, to nothing.

Here I got my original words for this passage: https://biblehub.com/matthew/10-28.htm#lexicon (it is at the bottom of the page). We then understand that the authorities in hell, whoever they may be, have the power of destroying all that means your individuality, which means you may then lose your eternal life or have your permanent death through their hands.

I tried Co-pilot and got this upon asking "does the bible say that demons are fallen angels or that is inferred somehow, then how":

"Isaiah 14:12-15: This passage describes the fall of a being referred to as "Lucifer," who is often associated with Satan. It speaks of this being's pride and fall from heaven. Ezekiel 28:12-17: This passage addresses the "king of Tyre" but is often interpreted as a description of Satan's fall from grace due to his pride and rebellion. Revelation 12:7-9: This passage describes a war in heaven in which Michael and his angels fight against the dragon (interpreted as Satan) and his angels. The dragon and his angels are defeated and cast out of heaven to the earth. 2 Peter 2:4: This passage mentions that God did not spare the angels who sinned, but cast them into hell and delivered them into chains of darkness. Jude 1:6: This passage speaks of angels who did not keep their proper domain but left their own abode, and are reserved in everlasting chains under darkness for the judgment of the great day." We then clearly see a plethora of creatures from hell: a dragon (interpreting that as satan simply means they invented that that was satan), king of tyre (again, interpreting as satan means inventing it is when it isn't, just like it was with the variety of gods in the bible, when they reduced that to one) and Lucifer. Yet, there is still satan and the devil in the bible, so that, just like the gods, which are plenty, the Elohim society, with us simply getting one that is kind to us or give us attention, we have plenty of actors from hell. I tried Co-pilot again for this one, and asked "does the bible mention a hierarchy between satan, the devil, lucifer, the dragon and the king of tyre or we could interpret them to be all authorities in hell". It answered: "Satan: Often depicted as the primary adversary of God and the ruler of evil forces. The Devil: Another name for Satan, often used to emphasize his role as a tempter and deceiver. Lucifer: A name derived from a passage in Isaiah 14:12-15, traditionally interpreted to refer to the fall of a once-glorious angel who becomes Satan. The Dragon: Symbolically represents Satan in the Book of Revelation (e.g., Revelation 12:9). The King of Tyre: Mentioned in Ezekiel 28:12-17, often interpreted allegorically to describe Satan's pride and fall from grace." We then understand that if satan means top authority in hell, they all are such, like after we slightly desatanize their rhetoric.

I did consult Kardec on this one and got that "only a part of the devils are in Hell; the rest of them are roving about in freedom, intermeddling with all that is going on upon the Earth, and gratifying themselves by doing evil" (https://kardecpedia.com/en/study-guide/886/heaven-and-hell-or-the-divine-justice-according-to-spiritism/6803/part-first-doctrine/chapter-ix-demons/demons-according-to-the-church). In the same paragraph, it says that the devils will exist on earth until the end of times. I disagree: I am sure we can exterminate all evil through God's Brainwashing, which should be about to happen. Yet, this part of the theory, regarding them existing until the end of times, is probably not supported by conversations with spirits that Kardec had and we have to remember here that Kardec's life was also usurped.

"They are thus, at once, the cause and the chastisers of the sins of their victims, and moreover – what human jurisprudence, imperfect though it be, would never sanction – the victim who succumbs, through weakness, to the temptation which these devils contrive to throw in his way for the express purpose of leading him astray, is punished as severely as the tempter who employs his or her superior cunning and clearness in inducing the unfortunate individual to do wrong; in fact, the victim of superior cunning and malignity is punished more severely than the tempter who misled that victim, for on quitting the Earth that individual is sent straight to Hell, from which he or she will never be let out for a single minute, and where the victim is made to suffer in its fires without a moment’s relaxation of that individual’s tortures, through all time as well as through all eternity." We then understand what I also heard from YouTube reports that a time ago I could still find: that the evil doers who became evil doers for following the rhetoric of the demons will be in hell without being left out for a single fraction of second, and will suffer in its fires, tortures for eternity. It then says that the demons themselves do not get punished. That I doubt, so that that part must have been added by the satanic after usurpation. We here observe that they say those who were cajoled by them would be paying and those that cajoled wouldn't but we, in democracy, believe those that cajole should pay higher instead. Besides, we have decided that those who are bugged in the head can easily win a case at the courts if they are able to prove brainwashing is what happened to them, what we should be able to get through God's Brainwashing and interviewing the puppeteers. There are possibilities with the potentiality of the brainwashing as well. We also talked about the change in system, so that, if the person gets arrested after confessing their crimes because they are now speaking truth, they should be in jail for at most one year, since we will then change the system through Marcia Hope and just get the perpetrators recorded as criminals, returned the original name, perhaps producing an apology to society, and brainwashed/brainedited to then be put back to society.

Basically, how can we do research and find out about hell? Obviously only contacting the dead, those who are or have been there. Who has studied life after death that we know about for longer and has left books for us to read? That was Kardec or Chico Xavier, as for what the satanic let us know, like there would be a large number of sources coming from ancient times, since we do find necromancers in the bible, Old Testament, and several ancient civilizations revered the dead or sought contact with them. Both Chico's and Kardec's lives have been usurped, as we proved here, so that it is really hard. We then imagine that the satanic specialize in destroying all possible actual knowledge about life after death and the matters of the spirit, since they would like us all to sin. If you pay attention to what I am letting you know here, you will understand their 'philosophy', so what guides them in their actions on earth: the more we sin, the closer they are to God, basically, and also the farthest they are from going to hell, like it is the usurpation thing. I say, if we can prove that an extremely large number of people have usurped, and we obviously can, people are going to be way readier to accept God's Brainwashing, which is the start of a solution, and at-most-one-year prison system (brainwashing and brainediting via bug, returning the name to the original people and whatever else society deems adequate, so say publishing a letter somewhere showing sincere repentance and will to repair human kind). The satanic then thinks: if hell gets everyone, God may change His mind, so come up with less strict rules or punishment, and perhaps find a way of having a sort of amnesty or something. I am tired of having sources disappearing on the World Wide Web as they please. May God help me and see if I can find even one survivor of a true medium's report somewhere, where they talk about at least one of the so many cases I heard about in the past, of people who have experienced hell for real, not in NDE. I also think that the right theory is that there is no spiritual experience during an NDE, since the researcher we mentioned here, Leinha let me know, found nothing for a few years and I felt nothing as I went through at least 3 NDE, having trying suicide three times through pills during this time. The Elohim obviously know the difference between an NDE and an actual death, if nothing else, like we cannot ever deceive them because, as said before, the Holy Ghost is inside of us all all the time and works like a CIA, from the time it was managed by originals, from heavens.

https://bibliotecacatolica.com.br/blog/sem-categoria/carta-de-uma-alma-condenada-ao-inferno/?srsltid=AfmBOoqzH9h7SQwbNMFmq_lSTSmsiY-3EpUw1thgIwohamyVCw5_jbnf, here we see a letter received by a Catholic nun, which was recovered after her death. A young woman she knew, called Ani, would have passed these contents to her while the nun was alive. It is in Portuguese, but I do agree that that is a description of hell, with me now believing I also had a quick glance of it at a certain stage of my life and it does coincide with large part of what it is in this letter. Scientific details are that we don't have not even the full name of the nun or of the woman or the location or the dates involved, so that this evidence is very weak, yet there is very little they let me have access to and it is kinda miracle I found this letter, so that I will talk about pieces of it that coincide with my own experience and intuition (Add 'she says that' to the beginning of every item, please):

1) Everyone hates each other ('Odiamo-nos mutuamente') and they also hate God ('Mais do que tudo, odiamos a Deus')

2) They don't love anymore ('Aqui nao amamos a ninguem mais')

3) They don't acknowledge good on anyone else ('Nos aqui nao reconhecemos bem algum em ninguem')

4) They stare, in shock, at their failed lives, howling and grinding our teeth, tormented and full of hate ('Fitamos, estarrecidos, a nossa vida falhada, uivando e rangendo os dentes, atormentados e cheios de odio')

5) All in hell think in the same way ('Pensamos todos da mesma forma'). Our will is petrified on evil ('A nossa vontade esta petrificada no mal') even when we do something good ('mesmo quando fazemos algo de bem'). As me now ('como eu agora'). We don't do good with good intentions ('Nao o fazemos com boa intencao').

6) All recollections show us that terrifying side of that being a grace that we despised. ('E todas essas lembrancas nos mostram aquele medonho lado que fora uma graca que desprezamos'). How this torment us! ('Como isso atormenta!')

7) We don't eat, we don't sleep and even less do we walk with our legs. ('Nao comemos, nao dormimos, nem andamos com as pernas')

http://crimeinthe21stcentury.blogspot.com/2025/01/jorge-lafond-brazilian-icon-tv.html brings a supposedly psychographed letter about hell, but also proof that this guy had been usurped and therefore this could never be his psychographed letter, therefore hell is not such, the misinformation campaign of satan...

https://www.amazon.com.au/Letters-Hell-C-Kollmyer/dp/1163846384 claims to bring some letters from hell with descriptions. It says 2010, which should mean sure falsehoods, since the marginal would have manipulated everything involved through the bugs and others, but the description of the book seems to state that it is a reprint, therefore maybe the original was old enough (should be from before 1880 to be something we can trust). It took me a lifetime to find this book and I had to then use the terms psychographed letter hell but I had tried a lot of other terms before that with no success, like perhaps the marginal cannot guess certain words that are present in the description of the works we look for and we then can sometimes win this race, but, without God's Brainwashing, we get nowhere, as said.

If the marginal had not satanized everything, we obviously would have become aware of many communications from the dead mentioning usurpation and apologizing for that. It is all truly satanized.

I dug and found the original letter, which we talked about earlier on here, which belonged from a Sister Claire from Germany: https://www.theworkofgod.org/Library/catholic/letter_from_hell.htm We now get a location and 2 first names, which is better than nothing. We then also get more details about their lives, like, provided we can uniquely identify this 'Claire', we are then able to get to the full name of the young woman. Still missing dates, precise addresses and so on. I also found it here: https://www.traditioninaction.org/religious/e003rp.LetterBeyond1.htm

"ROMANS 2:6-10,12 God “will give to each person according to what he has done.” (7) To those who by persistence in doing good, seek glory, honor and immortality, he will give eternal life. (8) But for those who are self-seeking and who reject the truth and follow evil, there will be wrath and anger. (9) There will be trouble and distress for every human being who does evil: first for the Jew, then for the gentile; (10) but glory, honor and peace for everyone who does good: first for the Jew, then for the gentile…(12) All who sin apart from the law will also perish apart from the law." (https://www.hellhadesafterlife.com/hell-know/what-bible-says-about-hell). We then understand that there is hell and that will be trouble and distress, wrath and anger, which matches the description of hell that the nun mentioned above received.So, hell, according to the satanic bible, is what you see in the just-mentioned link.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eUKisMev1XI brings a first person report on how hell feels like. He says it is as if your flesh is being ripped over and over gain, worst pain he ever felt in life. That he didn't know if it was ever gonna end. Terrible pain, agonizing thoughts. Misleading information, voices: that Jesus and God wanted that to happen to him.

Jung: I Know God

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VEExxtdc0fU, Jung says he doesn't need to believe, since he knows God. It is quite interesting and deep coming from a usurper. He would have said, "The knowledge of god means a condition of inner integration, blessedness, wisdom, harmony with oneself and all nature that our psyches are pursuing all our lives." I have never heard something as interesting and deep as this: it does explain the feeling those who really had an experience with God feel.

ζωὴν: A Word of Difference

One of the last YouTubes we mentioned here quoted a biblical passage from the book of John (5:26): "For as the Father has life in himself, so he has granted the Son also to have life in himself." That is a fundamental passage for us to understand the satanic bible's view on the soul: if God Himself has a soul. This because there was obviously mistranslation there. Now, the word from the Greek that got translated into 'life in' is ζωὴν, and, while the first two letters in it mean 'to live' or 'life', according to most sources, the last two mean 'imperfect indicative for a subject that might be he, she or it', as for the best source we found (we need to know if that is indicative present, past or future, on top of all, but the source doesn't say that).

I now theorize that what is meant is that God has a 'she in' or a she inside of Him, therefore He is one flesh with a particular she and therefore His son also has a 'she in' or a particular she inside of him. What that means is that, without the wife, they cannot tell us what is right in a perfect manner, that then being why Jesus goes to Egypt and marries first, to only then tell us The Word. As said before, God also has His Goddess and, while the hes should need their shes to be able to tell The Word, the shes should be able to tell it even without the hes (not considering or telling how painful their journey is then, so if on their own).

The sources that teach us Greek to the needed level - and in a non-satanic way - are inexistent, just like it was with Hebrew before, so in 2001. I then asked 'Trevor' for researchers to put some work into that and they did: they came up with things such as Biblehub and Bibleglot. It is impossible to believe how human kind is given to make things impossible to themselves and also to subject itself to manipulation by others, therefore allowing for their only opportunity in the current body in this world to be literally used by others instead of themselves. I still cannot believe how long it took human kind (and that happened only thanks to me, as far as I know, so that is 2001 years only for those TWO institutions) to simply start challenging the teachings, writings and practices of the Catholic Church and Islam in a meaningful manner, like it was always obvious that they were not even given authority to do what they did by anyone who matters or who should be involved in the position of 'only one'. Shocking.

Notice that I found out, thanks exclusively to Mr. Devil, 'Braganca', 'my father', that a word in Aramaic usually had 6 different world references, thanks to the book of the usurped (more than likely) he kept with himself, like a single book ever, which 'finally' taught us 'right Aramaic'. I now wonder how many meanings can a 4-letter word from the Greek Language have. As I keep on saying, God does not have any mercy, who has mercy is Jesus only. Please pray for human kind as well, not only us, the twins of God. May God bless!

Unholy Trinity: More Proof

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YGCtsJvh0bQ, this presenter/researcher tells us about 5 other ways (we have already presented some strong argumentation here) to prove that God, Jesus and the Holy Ghost are three instead of one, thanks God, may God be praised.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=25pMJpvrqN8, this presenter/thinker tells us about other 2 ways in which we can prove that Jesus was not God. May God bless!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yLOTxFCIY4I, this presenter/thinking tells us about the bible and a few other ways to prove that Jesus is not God. Only one of the passages he presents seems to still be passive, after his analysis, of supporting that Jesus is God. Yet he talks about many others that prove that Jesus isn't God. Besides, we have already proven that the bible is not the word of God, so that it doesn't really matter that he misses the point on one of his analyses. May God bless!

Jesus Christ!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QQWoQFtxYsM, this counsellor talks about Near Death Experiences. She has done research into that for about 30 years. She then found out that it is very common that people report seeing relatives and tunnels. Very few report seeing Jesus but their description of Jesus varies. I was then transported to the time I had an experience that, were it not my scientific mind, should be reported as contact with Christ The Consolator. I arrived home, and I was then living at Rua Vinte e Quatro de Maio, 235, in Rocha, Rio de Janeiro, and I went to bed, which I never did, like I usually would eat, have a shower and others before going to bed but that day I went straight to bed. I then felt that I was on the lap of a male whose looks could be that of Jesus but I wasn't thinking of anything, just living the moment. I then felt him caressing my hair and all was really real. He caressed me for some amount of time that I cannot describe, yet, when I disconnected from him, I was filled, like I felt as if all my solitude and pain were over, like as if I had always been with him. I now was put to think about the scene, which I never shared with anyone else, just because I am into all these things now, including proving that miracles are farce, crime of the marginal, and I then tried to prove to myself that the marginal had created all that for me. Yet, it would be very unlikely, since the marginal even calls himself devil and seems to destroy everything that is actual proof of anything that matters in the spiritual realm. I then remembered that all these years, so more than 20, I have been attacked by plenty inside of my head in extremely different ways and a huge variety of people, with very different capabilities in crime and in real life, like what means life, yet not even 'Tom', who entered my head with car and huge splash at a certain stage, when I was at the public library, had managed to create that sensation, of something so real and as if I were inside of the scene where they are. It was a very different sensation: I felt as if there were no limits between 'my' 'space' in that apartment and his space, over that grass (like I don't remember very well if this is the scene, just seems that it is), which was normal grass, but perfect in the sense that it was all even everywhere and of uniform color and there were absolutely no traces of any garbage or animal or insect or anything else. The sky was also uniform and did present any movement, like the grass. Perhaps there were some trees at his back, which I could never see in their entirety. He was dressing normal clothes, which is the reason as to why, back then, I got the impression someone like from CIA or something had put that together for me, like after it passed. He was like the Christ from Isaiah, like he didn't make us desire him, and he also passes no lust or desire himself, not like a normal person because his hair, I now realize, was perfectly in place, as if it were impossible that a single string broke or got folded somehow else. His hair was by the shoulders and dark, also with waves, waves that were not tiring or equally spaced yet it suited his face to perfection. His body was slim and not of any color that is seen on bodies, almost white, but not our white, definitely not caucasian. His eyes were dark but not super black so perhaps brown. I could not see a different color in the eye, as if it were all the same. His face was perfect, like skinwise and shape. The shape was, by no means, round. It was not too slim either. It had perfect distribution of widths all along it. Only when I disconnected from him, with me not knowing how, but feeling all that as natural, he seemed to raise from a kanga that was of a single color, sitting over the grass. This because I then saw him standing. Yet I never saw him actually raising from it and I also cannot confirm that he was ever sitting on it, like his body did not seem to have the necessary physical configuration for someone who is sitting, like I didn't feel that his legs were extended or coiled at any stage. He then left the area I could see after staying there for a while as if seeing if I could accept that he left. I then now thought: definitely a studio thing. Yet the green looked as real as the cloth as real as him and I felt that I was 'in it' with him, like, all of a sudden, there were no dimensions. All was inside of my head, like now, yet now I know it is inside, I see it inside, but, back then, there were no limits, I didn't see my face, for instance, as I do now, and I then realize the marginal could not have had such a technology because otherwise they would have subjected me to that at a certain stage, since 'Tom', for instance, appears as loving figure and we did interact to the physical level in this thing. Could CIA and Pentagon have developed secret technology or the Elohim always had it? I don't know. Yet, now, after going through all these things, it does look finally like it was Christ. The end was also extremely interesting, since I got the knowledge not in the heart, not in the brain and not even in the spirit, some other level, think also not Holy Ghost, to be sincere, that that was Christ the Consolator. I now remember they say, about the apparitions of Mary, that each one has a name, so Our Lady of Perpetual Help, Our Lady of Consolation and Our Lady of Sorrows, for instance, and I then notice that the counsellor tells us about one patient who had NDE and said that an aide came to ask her what shape she wanted for Jesus, that he could come in any shape she wanted. I then now put that all together and come up with Christ the Consolator, Christ the Redeemer and Christ the Judge, as three of the possible appearances of Christ when seeing us in this world. As said before, we get a perispirit after death and we can then appear in any way we like to the living, we conclude. I now think that was paradise, since I recently got to the conclusion paradise is indeed a physical place, the Elohim Planet, and there all things are the most perfect they can be, so that it does make sense a grass that is completely uniform also in color and has absolutely no trace of dirt or anything that disrupts the idea of infinite harmony. I further observe that the kanga had no mark of his body as he supposedly raised, like I saw it after he appeared standing and there was absolutely no impact of his presence on it plus it was again perfectly even in color and all else. It was of a rectangular shape. Another interesting detail, which makes us be surer that that was for real, not the marginal or even the other side of the story, so compliance, a hero that watches, is that I got the words in English, Christ the Consolator, yet I was in Brazil and the marginal did everything they could to completely erase my English. At that stage, I had concluded my English course, but I had never heard the word 'consolator' before, during any part of my studies that far. Also, those inside of me right now accompanied even my doubt as to whether that was right English. I typed it in Copilot and it gave me consoler, so that I thought I had the wrong term and they all saw this. For some reason, I decide to insist and consult the dictionary, where I finally found exactly consolator. I don't know when exactly that happened, since I have no timeline, but I am reckoning it was after I studied the Bible for one year or at least after my experience with my twin through 'Rogerio'. I now realize I had quite a few experiences there. Only with God's Brainwashing for us to dig more there, since we need to recover my original body, in case this is not it, and my original memories and be able to show those in 3D as they do inside of my head so that you all see and can feel what I felt or something, see what I saw and so on. I now theorize that the discrepancies in the paintings describing the physicality of Christ are due to the fact that he presents himself in several different physical shapes when making contact with us and maybe that image, which most impressed me, of a blonde blue-eyed golden-haired white, but not caucasian, Jesus could be Christ the Redeemer or something. His looks were those of someone who could easily be those of someone who is 33 yo, the age he had when he died on earth.

When I was watching this YouTube and I heard that people would see tunnels when they were dying but the tunnels varied in terms of colors and one would be with bright light around and brighter light in the end while the other would be colored with a bright light in the end, I remembered our best guess on how things go after the death of the physical body: that the Elohim Planet sends a device through the Holy Ghost and this device has something that attracts the soul to it, so, something similar to what we have in Physics, so one object that is positively charged attracting another object that is negatively charged, and they send that through a process that is similar to teleportation, this as soon as the death of the physical body is noticed by the Holy Ghost. It is just that all this, so Holy Ghost and device, would be invisible to the human eye. Yet, in those studies, people actually saw tunnels. Then we can say they saw those with the eyes of the soul, I suppose.

Notwithstanding, last night, before I went to bed, God sent the reveleation once more: Leinha actually spoke to me about the tunnels. She asked me about how she could 'paint' those tunnels (she would have explained that someone managed to create those, so that it is definitely not her the person who creates, and it is probably some computer experts), basically, so that people would realize it was not what they were thinking. I now realize it was about this: she talked about a researcher who was studying things and not getting a result for many years, that she wanted to help her. I now know it was this one, so that, if one wants to confirm, since I have never spoken to this woman in life, they can simply ask her if she was demotivated in the initial years of her research because she found nothing, which is the narrative Leinha gave me. Well, in this case, Leinha would have 'helped' (satanic ways, of course) her: she then would have inserted all images the patients describe in their heads during those NDEs. In this case, of course, all patients were 'super bugged' and so was the researcher (so that she would know the researcher was finding nothing). In this case, Jesus is not that: that is the devil. They were using that to 'prepare us' for their take over, so when they had usurped all Elohim and would appear as 'our Jesus' (notice that leading us to heavens is not really a role ascribed to Jesus in the Bible, so that we are not really supposed to expect him to play such a role): so that we would think that is a good thing, those are 'holy' beings and we would then trust them, go to wherever they take us, like they had no way to guess if such step, the 'leading you there', was a necessary thing or not, since I assume that, at least that far, they had not yet usurped the Elohim, so that they are there betting on the possibility. Once more, there will only be true research after we have God's Brainwashing. Of course, 'Janice' could also be a usurper, in case she could have told Leinha that in person, so maybe Leinha got it from her directly. Those that she 'helps' are usually those who spoke to her directly, like me, so that I am actually assuming Janice spoke to her in person. As another point, I now also remember Leinha asking me about how Jesus looked like. I said, 'I don't know', 'why?', 'how do you think he looks like?' She would then become serious again, shut face, and ask me if I believed Jesus would appear to us as we die, not sure here, perhaps I am inventing part of this dialogue, and I said, 'I don't think so', she then said, 'well, if he is the one to appear to us after death, how would he look like'. I then said, 'I don't know'. She said, 'if that is true, however', how could he be doing that, like would he have a physical shape, and I then said, 'he would ask us what shape we would like him to appear in' before appearing. She then said she was going to introduce a male as the figure to ask us that in order to prepare us for what was about to come. That is just to say that the marginal worries about this sort of thing to maximum, so that Leinha would have kept an eye on all those cases to see if there was something, just like the researcher.

The intuition is correct, Janice was also usurped: https://www.google.com/search?sca_esv=2489372fa4accccc&sxsrf=ADLYWIJOxOah_EXopOmRBLHtoT6cjDldkg:1736976290021&q=%22janice+holden%22+pictures+counsellor&udm=2&source=univ&fir=i2ycuyw29sfMJM%252Cuwr6hyrhig7gYM%252C_%253B7SIg_wWjATPITM%252CxfwbYcsvkLCEAM%252C_%253BI772DLSohg3mFM%252C1Cy1jBFQ5_SWBM%252C_%253B-zTK-7_NPjexNM%252Cu7gUebc9OCAh3M%252C_%253BqDhO7iTBRx-ECM%252Cuwr6hyrhig7gYM%252C_%253B3kC39N5IJZuTZM%252Ccv-zr-KwHJA-cM%252C_%253B4Cay_WzafuFB4M%252Cuwr6hyrhig7gYM%252C_%253BCZXoc2yOSIzE5M%252CPoyljvuIKjZLvM%252C_%253BpVT8ev-GNb2SFM%252CPCdMPqn7R1yfvM%252C_&usg=AI4_-kTXIh6f4kAGk-OU6Ifb3UTAWR8UJA&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwjp2P_11PiKAxUtxzgGHRzqJwkQ7Al6BAgPEAY&biw=1366&bih=651&dpr=1#vhid=CZXoc2yOSIzE5M&vssid=mosaic. The difference between images is very subtle, but please observe the nose in detail, I actually needed the magnifier for this one: 1st row, columns 1 and 2, compare with 2nd row, 3rd column. It is three different women! The secret to tell one from the other is the detail of the tip of the nose. In this case, I think we can infer that Leinha only 'helps' those who figure as usurper and speak to her in person. The detail is also that she put the image of one of her Jesus to appear to me during my sleep, so that that probably happened at the same time that they were inserting those images in the head of the NDE's patients, so immediately after 'their thing' was ready. Even though I had studied in Catholic establishments during my entire life, I was living in Rocha by the time she shared that with me and I had no feelings for Christ, like, as far as I was concerned, he either wasn't important or had never existed, like the nuns had taught me nothing about him. As said before, the nuns from the college, in Tijuca, Rio de Janeiro, were all usurpers.

I now also remember Leinha asking me about how CIA could show they cared about me, in other words, now I know, like I cannot really describe the 'codes' she used to ask me about these things, but that was the meaning. I then suggested that, exactly what they did, with 'their Jesus', so that I am now sure that was all inserted by the marginal and 'CIA' has got the technology to provoke those sensations: the communication was not really happening via heart, soul, or Holy Ghost, however it must then have happened in the brain somewhere, somewhere that is not perceived by our awareness/consciousness. They then managed to create yet another dimension of imaging and interaction, something that humans would usually attribute to ETs, I now believe. 'CIA' is then being used for that sort of thing, I now think: they pretend to be ETs, so already taking the place of the Holy Ghost in their Elohim drama. It is weird, though: they would have to do all that extra-officially, so how? I now then also think about the device and the universities where they originate and are maybe manufactured all the time: how do they manage to keep everything extra-official and still use the resources of the organizations they work for, I wonder? It is certainly a mystery. Yet, the marginal could here be referring to their 'own CIA', so the satanic one, meaning they would have assembled such a thing and 'work' from there. With this, all apparitions, weird things happening in the skies, including spaceship sights and statues, are all tricks of the satanic and we should realistically have only this chance, of Rio de Janeiro doing things right before or on the 19th, so playing the hero of earth, which coincides with 'my story', of having 'chosen' the carioca prostitutes to go with, like as 'a team'. Notice that even though Leinha only 'helps' those she speaks to, she was clearly letting me know the other marginals were already doing that sort of thing, so that those don't really speak to anyone, just act, so they just use the bugs as they please to create their narratives, so to inflict pain, suffering, loss and injury on human kind. The marginal tries to tell me that we don't have any more chances and I should then 'go with daddy', 'daddy cool (as they invented, the song)', so come back to 'their nest', like it is all taken by them and the unbugged plus Christian ones don't really have a chance of ever recovering earth. CIA had put one more YouTube for me to watch, so one more agent to be our possible chance, I again didn't click in time, even though I reserved the video for Today by entering it and therefore including it in my YouTube history, and they then deleted my history item, and they have done that a couple of times now, like I almost didn't find the video where the face of Jesus, as calculated by Science, was yesterday, despite having adopted the same strategy (so, accessing it quickly in order to put it in my history, for me to be able to just go to the YouTube history and find it again next day). I then tried to do the same I did yesterday to find the other video, the one with the 'scientific' face of Jesus, which is using Google and entering what I know about it, then I typed '500 eyewitnesses ressurection' and I was able to find it. Then the marginal observed me from inside, as they always do, and they saw me still finding it, so that, today, when I tried to use the same strategy to find the CIA video, I couldn't, like it didn't work anymore, unfortunately, like they are really quick at adapting and 'fixing'. Yet I tell all the time to my team what they have to do immediately and, if we are losing so far, it is just because people either take too long to act or don't act at all, as in the case with the satellite. Our chances are really almost null, it was a miracle that God gave me the satellite solution. There can't be any divisions, so, for instance, after we decided my name will be there as exception, together with the name of the person who will effectively do the brainwashing, nobody should or could come up with, why not me, since that will only create confusion and make us not act immediately plus make us retrocede in time. The marginal doesn't suffer from these problems and that is yet another reason as to why they advance so quickly also literally over (and inside) our heads. With this, we know once more that they control and manage absolutely all human IT, including that of elections, which is yet another means they use to guarantee we have nothing in practice, so no democracy either, like our vote doesn't count, the government or management is always who they choose via usurpation or IT manipulation or another method. Notice that you had never realized not even that 'Tom Cruise' had multiples (yet, now you can probably notice how different those are from each other) before I tell you that here, so that you wouldn't be able to guess how they commit their crimes either, specially those from IT, such a specialized field: this Australian male told me he guaranteed, like to the point of putting his life on the row, that the elections in Australia were 100% honest, that he worked with that and they had several check points, with different people and all. Well, they then simply usurp, as we can easily prove.

I also observe that the American 'Obama', as I keep on telling you, is the boss of Hezbollah, yet another terrorist/satanic group, and he then never leaves my head (his multiples), also in image, trying to not only control everything all the time to maximum, but also trying to tell whoever accesses the device, that he is trusted by me (since I don't attack him inside or his image (now I do, since I did realize that in time). The devil is 'my father', so that he is already approaching and doing yet another story, which was 'my story' in case we fail badly, last night, which means he is sure that 'Obama' and 'Trump' and 'Musk' and Hollywood will never change and therefore will never save us from anything and that is probably what those with me are thinking, given the speed of their compliance with what I say that should be done: that they will help or do their share in the end. What that means, in practice, is that, in the end, we probably wouldn't have not even Forever Young, since that implies disclosure of one of their main weapons, main tool of injury, the head device, as well as the end of at least two of the main lies currently in Science, which is that we don't have an orifice in the ear drum and if the CT scan doesn't show, then there is no device in our head. Besides, once more notice that if we don't get Rio/cariocas to publish about their crimes against human kind until the 19th and call police and all else, even if we did get Forever Young (what is now highly unlikely, to the rate of 99%), so the USA publishing about that, which would also imply telling the world I am bugged in my head and they knew all since at most 2003, so at least about the third bug, we wouldn't get any benefit or reversion that goes beyond rejuvenation through the bug, so end of our dreams of finishing with jail and mental system, for instance. Here notice that the marginal has, as part of their rhetoric, that they really wish for those to finish, so jail and mental hospitals, but they actually don't, since that is highly useful for their crimes, like their existence: they can then recruit people even without bugging their heads first, like everyone would like to not be in those places specially in Rio, where prison is the same as suffering all violation of human rights one can suffer (prisoners accumulate in a jail cell and here, as we know, even having more than one person per cell is already absurd, since the cell is like a bedroom, so no living room, no bathroom, no nothing, all absurd). The marginal still frequently worsens up the conditions in those environments, such as when they impose electroshock in Australia claiming it is useful for at least depression in Science (yet they use it for other illnesses in practice and it is scientifically proven that it is good for nothing in mental illness; just harmful, as said before), to maximum they can, specially where they have largest amount of interest, where they get 'best' marginals, as in Rio. They run politics, so that they by no means would invest money in places like Rio to fix the system, for instance. Any project to improve anything would be vetoed, etc. However, notice that we do precisely the opposite: we not only embrace the rhetoric of the marginal, in whatever is possible/makes sense, so we do indeed want to finish with those, but we will act accordingly: we have proposals and will definitely put those in practice for that end. That is the difference between God and the devil/satan, please: we don't lie, deceive or cheat. What you see (even from inside) is indeed what you get. Hold our hand now before it is too late, please.

I also would like to report that, even though I proposed that 'Nelson' accompanied me as I went through NDE after trying suicide in Florianopolis, so that he would tell me, in the end, what happened, I myself don't think I experienced anything special, so that near death is definitely not the same as death, if nothing else. Also, as another point, I would like to say that it is then very likely that the other illusion, of the Louvre hooded and half-sacred creatures, was also inserted by Leinha/her associates, and, in this way, also the other illusion, involving spaceship and ET (where the 'ET' would have asked me what face I wanted him to have and I said 'Tom Cruise's', when the 'thing' that approached me was ugly and sexually repulsive and they claimed to wish for having sex with me, and the spaceship came to my window in Rocha), would have been theirs, in this case. Yet, I do have some good news for you: the most recent experience, involving the communication through the Holy Ghost, would have finally come from Our God, thanks to me and twin doing things as one, as explained before, so that we now have learned that Our God will communicate with us and do us favors or tell us that He won't if we follow a certain recipe, which involves pure heart, clean soul, fasting, etc., plus a great praise. We now realize that the reason as to why we have not received genuine communications from God for a lifetime in human kind is that we are not praising Him the way He likes to be praised, which is proving that our mind is in syncronicity with heavens, so that we don't ever say things such as 'I praise you, my Lord': we become the own praise, like we say 'All you have created on earth is greatest, my Lord, your love for us is everywhere, in the little birds that sing for me in the morning, filling my spirit with joy because of their tabs being so delicate and reaching heavens' instead, it is like we demonstrate, through words and deep reflection/correct contemplation, that we really mean the words we say, like we said 'filling my spirit with joy', but we then need to explain how the singing of the birds would do that, like it is like a PhD thesis, where you have to really detail the experience in order to prove you have truly incorporated the learning, rather than just saying something, in a generic way, which could imply repetition, like you just saw somewhere else and copied, without really deepening your mind and spirit into that wonder of the contemplation of true wisdom/knowledge. It is perhaps hard to explain and that is perhaps why I have a few people accompanying me inside, so that, like the apostles, they can supplement my explanation with words on how it feels and is. That is so that others may learn how to do that themselves, and therefore how to get the same results. Anyway, we now are sure Our God does exist, what is awesome. However, I was wrong about 'giving our lives to Christ'. Even though we can say 'in the name of Christ', we don't really need or should give our lives to him (only now do I realize I have never done that myself, just said it (my twin would have 'fixed' me by the time I were saying that if we were together as one, but we weren't, so that at least sometimes I take a bit longer or something until I get the right instruction from God, Our Lord), for some reason, so that we don't really have to give our lives to anything or anyone, since Our Lord gives us our lives for us to enjoy them). Praise the Lord!

I also now remember that yesterday night we had yet other men coming around this building, where I am, and staying in the garage (once more, as for what I perceive, like it might be all illusion generated via head). I got the immediate word coming to me, that he was the devil, not sure how, but have the feeling that it wasn't really mine. The devil is 'my father', so that it couldn't be that man. Basically, I felt as if they were bad (I had the impression that they were two), but not horribly bad, like not like the spiked woman, yet that idea, of devil, came to me via emanation of some sort. They (those inside of me) then said they were cops, but not good ones. I now remember 'my' story: if I said that, that I knew cops and could then tell if those around me were them or not, they would then put some bad ones for us to teach whomever was inside that bad ones also exist, so already along the lines of making us unlearn the so satanic universals and absolutes, like things do not seem to deviate much from what came from God and through me back then. The marginal says that if I can conceive evil in my head in image, in full, then it happens, so that, I would like to say you have to conceive good in the same way and for the same purpose, the image of the good result, God's result, has to be fully formed in your mind, since those are what you imprint in the Holy Ghost, as what should become and, if God is with you, it shall indeed be done, like provided you make maximum effort for that to be achieved. May God bless!

I now can tell the reason as to why those 'bad' cops appeared, since I now remember what happened: this woman, sounding like a native Australian one, said something to my head, which was 'hey', in a half-catacombic way, and I then had the feeling she could be coming to usurp me. At that stage, 'Obama' moved in my head to where 'she was' (when I wasn't really seeing her inside of my head, just hearing that far) and spoke to her, which was then to imply that he was saving me, I now think, even though I now assume it is all deceit of his, and I then still feared. Yet only today did I remember: I had asked the Australian native women to do that if they thought we needed help for cariocas to drop the device, like those attacking via voice and image for so long, so that they were actually helping as well, just pretending. Life is so hard! Yet one thing struck me: there was daylight where the supposed woman appeared to converse with 'Obama', so where she would be walking to come to get me, but here it was night time, so no light. I then get more confused. May God bless!