Love

The marginal conversed with me last night and she came up with the following: we say we love sex, yet I did not want to have sex with anyone else but 'Tom', so that I do not actually love sex and therefore it is not about sex and I can be left without it (I am castrated since 2020 in a few ways, hard to explain, but it would have come from my thinking (thinking to myself only, just happens that I am always heard, which is really great), that it was a sin ever even thinking of another man in that way, that of sex, after I recovered my memories, then I thought about how I felt, not naturally, we now know, but because of their devices and handling, and I then concluded that it would be just adequate that I were castrated until the day I could have sex with 'Tom'. The marginal does not miss opportunity to injure, so that that was not part of the story, but they gladly added, since that represents harm and their purpose on earth is inflicting pain, injury, loss and suffering over human kind).

The satanic/terrorist/marginal thinks absolutes/universals/literal, that then being the language of the devil. 'Love' is wrong word: the marginal brainwashed us with the idea that love is unconditional love, therefore that is what the word implies if you are building an argument, which for them is always logical and necessary. We say we love something means these days that we like that above all things, in an absolute manner, even though we know that when God said that, 'love your neighbor as yourself' (NIV), He was obviously not referring to unconditional love or all encompassing love, so also physical. Back then, that did the job, as we keep on saying, like for that society, and for what the Holy Ghost captured of the 'images of their spirit that came associated with their thinking', those words implied what God intended when using them, nothing beyond or different from that. Once more, the message of God is not in the bible (unless you read it all as you would read a university book, when studying for an exam that is going to happen next second, and you have pure heart and clean soul as you do it, since God then gives you that very tailored message, just for you, on what is important, what should matter to you while on earth living your life) but in the life, the wisdom and the guidance of those who are filled by the Holy Ghost, the spirit of Jesus: Jesus said he was the way, the life and the truth.

All prophets got the message directly from God, including Jesus, and therefore any book may teach you wrong. If you really want to know what you should be doing, you have to find God's people, first of all, through their miracles, their wisdom, their deeds, the flare you perceive they have, etc. and then try to be close to them, observe their lives, their choices, try to learn from them, exactly as those people from the bible did, all of them, with no exception: they were not reading from a book. They were at most taught by people like Jesus. In the case of Jesus, he used parables to teach, so things connecting to real life that he had had contact with somehow. It is not logical: Jesus said to eat his flesh and drink his blood to see if things were absorbed, basically, like he had given all he could and nothing was enough for those people there to learn something that mattered, since they were still sinning, rejecting him as the Messiah, plotting against him and so on. He then goes: more, only if you eat and drink my only body. He was then teaching us about the limits of humanity: if God is incarnated in a human body, and therefore subjected to our limitations, He can't gives us complete wisdom ever. The shape is important: God is not human. The ways He communicates with us are not necessarily words: many prophets received dreams and several found wisdom from synchronizing their souls with the Holy Ghost. True partnership with a wife or a husband is the first step: God chose 'his priests' among the married men. True partnership does imply being faithful and loyal and having your husband or wife as best friend ever, above everyone else on earth, and if someone you know would be equal to them in levels of trust for a certain thing, then that that person be not made superior to them ever, so at most equal. It is also important not praising someone else more than your husband or wife: for you, they should always be the most beautiful, attractive, wise, perfect and so on. God will give you that feeling if you initially force yourself to it, since that is 'the right vibe'.

Ironically enough, I am consumed from inside (Jesus was initially consumed from outside) for almost sixty years by all the satanic, specially those at the top of the pyramid. Even so, they are not learning enough or at all. There is a limit as to what we can do. That proves that only if you follow our advice you can find wisdom of the type etereal and our advice is not doing what you do but having a pure heart, clean soul and give your life to Jesus, repent of all your sins in a deep manner, commit to not sinning anymore and so on. Jesus said it is easier that a camel passes through the bottom of a needle than a rich person goes to heavens. Well, it is easier that the entire universe passes through the bottom of a needle than a satanic learns from us what matters to reach infinite wisdom, which would have to include true love.

Believing the God who gives us wisdom, so who is so generous as to provide, is a necessity. Following His rules so that He accepts you as part of his flock of englightened is also a necessity. There are always going to be questions, new ones, and therefore you are never going to be able to extract all possible wisdom from any of us, even because it does come from God on each insight, true wisdom comes through God only: we make the effort, so we concentrate, study, think and sacrifice, but, if God does not want, we have nothing even so. I do wish for proving that with Science but I need the satellite on so that Science is finally unbiased, non-satanic, and I also need to be restored together with my he, we need to marry and so on. We don't mind doing this as well, like one more for the devil/satanic, yet we do need some things done for us before that day comes. I am sure we can prove that the enlightenment of the person in the same conditions as God's servant, but with a different god or no god, is not as good, like the truth gotten without the God of the Jews, therefore the God of wisdom, is not as complete or as convincing. I also am sure we can prove that a man achieves much higher levels of wisdom and happiness and completeness through true partnership with a woman or through God's love for a woman and even higher if he remains with the woman that God chose as his half. I am sure we can prove that all. Also that a heterosexual faithful man who makes his wife sexually happy, perhaps also happy in general, has more wisdom and more balance and feels more as if he is one unity than the other types of men.